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December 2009
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I will never be
trapped in the closet…
“People have a right to ask questions and dig deep when you’re hurting...”
– Layne Staley
“We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create...”
– Chuck Palahnuik
“Our Generation has had no Great war, no Great Depression. Our war is spiritual....”
– Chuck Palahnuik
“I found out through the Internet that I have AIDS. I learned that I was dead....”
– Layne Staley
By Starlight,
I understand all common, hedonistic thoughts, contained within our human brains. The strong urges to jump into the chaos that we were born out of. To tangle ourselve into the flesh of those whom we know mean harm. Despite our own subconcious recognition of all potential danger to our selves figurative and physical, we fullfil whatever urge it is that brings us in. I understand the manipulative...
November 2009
15 posts
And the nights you wish you were braindead become so many. But they disappear with the sun. And once you muster up the courage to say something, your motive becomes a blur. Why do I cry at night? the main question on your mind. He was the last of the sincere and the ignorant. But you cherished him so. 10 days later it’s all a memory and you’re left to yourself to think of it all.. And...
“You’re the illusion of purpose.
Blindly and rhythmically enhancing the...”
– anonymous
How do you let go of your anger and emotions that have built up over time? Treat others like shit just to feel that temporary high and feeling of control. Shred parts of your body and flaunt your injuries for the next few days? Cry yourself to sleep each night, continue the next day looking dead? Purge and starve yourself as you’re starving for attention?...
Eat, Sleep, Repeat.
Let’s shake up the order of things and do it backwards. We’ll only end up on a different end of our original destination. Take a chance and fuck things up. They’ll only find a way to rebuild again after all the damage has been done.
Wouldn’t it be fun to jump out of the line, rebel against the norms and be completely out of place. Draw attention. Draw attention. The...
“What do you see
But the sky above
And the light shining
Throught the clouds...”
– Me
When You Thought You'd Never Stand Out
what do you think is going on here? we’re all falling apart, we’re all breaking into pieces. We no longer feel an inclination to belong somewhere. You’re a nomad amongst worlds, and thoughts no longer are yours. You’re lost and you’re jumping. that constant motion in your head, that hollow feeling in your gut. The lack of solidity in your life. You’re jumping so...
Shiny Toy guns (Lyrics):
Who says we die before we live?i promise you walls of grace to carry on.when we're lost we'll find a way
D:
we'll find a new way home a new dynamic from which springs failure or victory. everything we've felt until this point is summed. the result is the balance between bliss and devastation.... and it's up to us to choose the right path.
Stephanie:
And as the devastation of the world reigns down upon us, will you wait with me for the fire to light and spend the remainder of our time listening to the song bird and the glistening wind watering over this, the past we've walked to this point in our lives so signifcant in our obvious jouney to find pure life and happiness divine.
D:
All we can do is wait for we are little more than talking meat. but to remain completely idle would be the greatest fallacy of all because through our undying spirit and fervor is our last chance to escape this planet before it is recycled.
Stephanie:
A little faith in this recycle planet and a lot of care for the undying spirit eliminates the fallacy in all truths presented to the heart. all truths become reality and thus branches a new love and kindness based upon goodwill and taking chances. however idle, it is interpreted as an acceptance and a glorified intake of this world and you,the things that make up the best of my reality.
D:
a heart bound with chains of gold is the hardest to reach. I'm unsure as to how I can possibly be perceived as a kind and loving person when such qualities are alien to me. I stared into a mirror for three days to see if i could see something underneath. I saw angels and demons in fear and a torn blue soul.
But i would give anything to be able to unlock those chains.
I know something so beautiful lies inside
Stephanie:
to deny the existance of such qualities is an acceptance of the possibility. While you stared into a mirror for three days, I glanced into your soul and understood immediately the understanding you had rooted within me and I saw the potential of the angels and the cowering demons soon lying dead and motionless. and those gold chains which bound the hearts and souls
though seem threatening grant the heart and soul itself an intensity in feeling and passion, The strength to go on; An understanding of power and what is required to live through such restraint.
think of me when your sun comes up and the beautiful light touches your skin, upon the face of this world and its terrible refuge. Listen to the voice of reason and all of my secret thoughts, I’ll confess to you all my reasons for these feelings that I get.
Listen
This is old.
I’m loving you know. I’d show you the world in a heartbeat. with it’s swirling colours and shades of gray; the beauty portrayed is phenomenal. I’m troubled of course through all of our lives we meet with fate and it’s ugly games of deception which leaves our minds vexed and confused; used and left drained. I’m thoughtful as always you (yes you,) are running...